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Not everything in life, goes according to your way. Not all odds will be ever in your favour.

Just a few days ago, I've received my mail regarding my course option allocation which
is a selection of which major do I want to take next year or probably mid-year and so I've always wanted to be in this course and to major in illustration, I've been for the interview for this course, been for the interview for illustration. Yes I've manage to get into this course and no I didn't manage to get into illustration and I got into branding instead.

Honestly, at that point of time I feel really loss for words and I was kinda not alright.
I've spoke to my tutor and it enlightened me because as much as I want it, there are 
certain areas which I would be disadvantages for example technique wise. I would say, unless I am in art subject during secondary school days or I have the skills in drawing realistic or all sorts of gestures or actions otherwise it would do more harm than good for me in the long run, in the subject. I don't like to announce that I'll give up on something I really want but sometimes you've just got to accept what you can't have and what you are given. Maybe it isn't a bad thing, I hope. "Trust in God even when you don't understand why did it turn out this way".

So I've just returned home from my sleepovers at my friend's house because we had 
to do plenty of assignments. It was really fun, funny and extremely tiring. If only we had sleepovers not for assignments but for fun. Anyway, it's cool because I didn't sleep, I get 
to see how the day turns into night and night turns into day. Enough said, I still won't stop drawing cartoons and yeah. Just need some time to get over with this. Hopefully that the split doesn't drift people apart I guess? 

For friends who was with me when I received this bad news (To me it's kind of a bad news) would know that I was really sad and disappointed with myself. Nevertheless, I'm really grateful and thankful for them, they know me very well and yeah. muahz*

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