November

Time pass way too fast. Welcome November!
I guess maybe it's a 'goodbye' in no time. All those memories in my secondary school life, especially during sec2. Although my sec1 & 2 life are like nightmares, but during sec2 is when I've met all my wonderful friends.Used to be like my family, I wouldn't say that they're not my 'family' anymore but it's just that we weren't close anymore. I've always hope that we would all get together like how we used to be. Maybe to even spend time to talk to each other,I would be really happy.Next week will be my chalet with my sec2 friends/'family', I don't know whether if I should feel excited, I have a feeling that no matter how hard I try to get everybody back, nobody is trying & I doubt things would get back to how it used to be.Telling myself not to care anymore but I still care. *psh* I think I've lost a friend this year, we don't talk to each other anymore.Maybe she would be happier this way & maybe she don't even care.I do feel sad,really sad but there is nothing I can do about it.sighs. Moving on, I am going for a walk-in interview next Monday, quite excited but nervous at the same time. Quite busy!