The rain goes with my mood
Don't understand, really don't.
To be bonded or to even be bonded again, it's not a one day thing.
It's not like we're not trying. I blame myself for being there, blame myself for ignoring my feelings when I strongly feel that I shouldn't go. Unhappy things may not have occured if wasn't there. They may have lots of fun till the end of the day. Went out, problems, unhappiness, went back home, problems, arguements, unhappiness. I would like to help, I don't know how to & I am really tired to. If I could I really want to run away but I can't bear to see all my friends being unhappy, If I were to disappear, I would wish for one day to solve everyones' disputes, put smiles on everyones' face then disappear.Sometimes I just hopes that someone can just sense when I'm okay and when I'm not, just leave me alone when I'm not. But it's alright. Perhaps this is already my limits as to my help for everyone. I'm sorry, I can't help much. I really want to say sorry to them. Sorry that that was all that I could help & sorry that I can't help much. I'm just an ordinary girl & I'm just nobody.
"A wall built inside"
To be bonded or to even be bonded again, it's not a one day thing.
It's not like we're not trying. I blame myself for being there, blame myself for ignoring my feelings when I strongly feel that I shouldn't go. Unhappy things may not have occured if wasn't there. They may have lots of fun till the end of the day. Went out, problems, unhappiness, went back home, problems, arguements, unhappiness. I would like to help, I don't know how to & I am really tired to. If I could I really want to run away but I can't bear to see all my friends being unhappy, If I were to disappear, I would wish for one day to solve everyones' disputes, put smiles on everyones' face then disappear.Sometimes I just hopes that someone can just sense when I'm okay and when I'm not, just leave me alone when I'm not. But it's alright. Perhaps this is already my limits as to my help for everyone. I'm sorry, I can't help much. I really want to say sorry to them. Sorry that that was all that I could help & sorry that I can't help much. I'm just an ordinary girl & I'm just nobody.
"A wall built inside"
