Submission of coursework

So close yet so far.
It feels like a parcel that would never been sent out. Idk.
I feel a little empty inside & I can't figure out why.
When I care, I really cares. But it seems like it's a wrong choice to care.
Some things it's better not to bother, not to care.
Some are just meant to remain at a certain distance away.
Pushing people away because you're tired of getting hurt.